I am no princess and there is no such thing as fairytales. Happily ever afters only exist on cold white pages concealing the true reality of what life is all about. Fictional words for those desperate enough to believe that within the ripples of these turbulent streams that there is something more than the hidden reflections of make believe.

Certain people are destined for certain things, whilst others foolishly put aside their hearts to the benefit of others. Smile, the world is watching as your head barely surfaces for some much needed air. Soaking in an icy bath, numb yourself, the pain will eventually subside. All this after all is hopefully going to fade with time. Memories will always remain. The touch, the kindness will never again be the same!

Hold on heart – just a little longer! Maybe in the end you will beat stronger, although I can feel the pieces crumbling through hands not big enough to conceal all the blood as everything you believed in falls apart. Brace yourself; this is the beginning of a lot of tears still to come. So no use wiping them off, let them be, they are going to be there till the end of eternity.

Please don’t try to fool me; I am doing a good enough job of that myself. Manipulating emotions, trying to tell my heart what to expect! Disappointment for me is nothing new to begin with and trust me I have had a few. Staring mow directly into the sun, hoping its rays would permanently blind the vision of you from my eyes.

Now standing here, empty, I am once again reminded of a dream haunting me for so long. All the sudden breaking sounds comes to life as I feel my wings finally snap and break under the weight of a troubled mind. Thorns tightening around my chest ripping through already scared flesh! Twisting and turning, the blood comes down streaming, as I am left with one hell of a empty space in my chest as the last haunting words appears before my eyes….

MAI ANCORA – MAI ANCORA

NEVER AGAIN

Never again will I put my heart to the test

Never again will I allow the others to see, the real person inside of me

NEVER AGAIN

World do you hear

MAI ANCORA

NEVER AGAIN!!!!